Paano nahanap ng isang ina ang lakas at pag-asa sa binubuong nadurog na puso

Jasmine Lopez poured her grief and sadness into words and illustrations, and hopes that families like theirs will find hope too. Credit: Jasmine Lopez

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Dalawang beses na naharap sa supresa ang ina ng dalawang bata na si Jasmine Lopez, dalawang ulit din nadurog ang kanyang puso. Ngunit dahil may dalawang bata nakasandal sa kanya, alam niyang kailangan niyang bumangon muli. Hindi niya alam kung paano, isang araw binigyan siya ng ideya ng anak niya.

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Matapos ang bakasyon, napagalaman ni Jasmine na buntis siya ngunit matapos ang isang linggo ay nakaranas siya ng miscarriage.
Nalunod siya sa pagdadalamhati at di niya alam kung paano niya ipapaliwanag ito sa dalawa niyang batang anak.

NOTE: This interview talks about death, grief, and may be distressing for some.

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Paano nahanap ng isang ina ang lakas at pag-asa sa binubuong nadurog na puso

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09/05/202519:52

I think the hardest part is having two kids at home and one at the hospital. My heart is torn every time I realise I’m away from my two kids, and every time I go home, I have to leave my baby at the hospital.
Jasmine Lopez, during the four months, her third child, Ezr,a was at the hospital

'Totoo pala yun sa movies yung buong mundo mo magugunaw, thinking about it right now, I can still feel the pain it's still so real.' Jasmine on watching her son Ezra being revived and flat-line Credit: Jasmine Lopez

For the second time I had to explain it and I had no words.
Jamsine, when she had to explain to her two children that she had miscarried.

Bawat espesyal na araw, bawat masayang selebrasyon tulad ng Mother’s Day at mga bakasyon, lagi nilang na-aalala may puwang sa puso niya na di kailan man mapupunan.

‘Nobody told me this, when you’re grieving for someone, every happy moment you experience, and even my kids, they would mention Ezra, how he would enjoy this moment too. It’s hard, you are all grieving, and my children want to talk about it, they want to remember him, so that they can feel, they still belong to your family.’

Nakatulong ang pagsusulat at pag-guhit sa pagdadalamhati ni Jasmine at umaasa siya na makatulong din ito sa mga mag-anak na nakakaranas ng kaparehong sitwasyon.